Monday, April 1, 2013

There are moments

 On the train to Jerusalem! There are moments when I feel so lost right now! Losing both parents in the span of 7 weeks! I miss them so so much. Today an aunt who was married to my dads brother came in to my work. My uncle died several years ago and I hadn't seen her in years. I was ready to call my mom and say guess who I saw today and than I realized I couldn't. She would of loved to of heard what she was up to, looked like etc! I find myself at such a loss. Somethings that seemed so important just aren't right now! I went back to work after three weeks today. I put one foot forward and I made it! Some people are trying to make me feel better but they have their parents how can they understand. Sometimes I don't think it has hit me other times I think I am doing quite well.. I so enjoyed my vacation it was great timing. I am slowly getting back to my blogging friends, facebook, emails, etc. Finally catching up on my stacks of mail. Sometimes I think how will I go on and than I am reminded of this!
My granddaughter my saving grace! This was right before we went to the Beauty and Beast play in Israel. Our goddaughter who was married while we were there had three parts in it. It was one of the highlights to the trip.
 Here she is!

She had three parts in the play. It was so fun to watch her. Also got to see the characters at her wedding. She is very talented. Such an honor to be a part of her life. There are moments when I realize how truly blessed I am to be a part of so many lifes. Welcome April! Blessings Pam


  1. Pam, My heart aches with you. I know the loss of both parents. I am not sure we ever get over a loss. We somehow go on and remember there are others in our lives who also bring us joy and whose lives we are giving memories to and share. Peace and Blessings

  2. Hugs to you my friend...always remember the good times you shared and find comfort that your parents are together again....Trish


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